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The Word: God started a conversation with Himself. “In the beginning was the word…” He began with just one imaginary friend and gradually added more. But then His friends introduced more friends and He lost track of who He was. And He started to think that maybe the whole thing was Real. And perhaps that…
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I was walking home tonight, having all kinds of spiritual thoughts. I wondered if there was any need to share them with others. Perhaps I could just keep them to myself and live my life embodying them. Pass on the ideas that way. But then I thought we must communicate for a reason, and surely…
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Life Update: My latest worldly goal is to buy a PlayStation 5, so I can play with one of my best friends and enrich our relationship. So I thought I’d better stop buying unnecessary things. Unfortunately, I got bored and bought some cigarettes. I think I can still make it work. While I smoked, I…
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Cigarettes: I got home from work, drank some prosecco with orange juice, and played a game called Vampyr. My favourite part of the game is collecting things from bins (for crafting). Especially when I’m drunk. The clock hit 9:30pm and I wondered what to do with the rest of my evening. I decided to go…
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Suffering: I am going through some suffering at the moment. I can’t say why. On paper, life is fine. Perhaps I wrote this story for me and I thought that I’d want some suffering at this point. I tell myself, “This is what you wanted, right?” And it helps me enjoy the agony. I accept…
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A Friend: I was just outside, getting some fresh air, and a possum stopped along the fence to look at me. We gazed into each other’s eyes until I got a bit scared and the possum wandered off. Maybe the animals are starting to trust me. As I got my fresh air, I bemoaned my…
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Dear Diary, Something strange is happening to me. I don’t like to brag but my ego seems to be shrinking. I’m pleased about this. Lately, I’ve been seeing my life as a comic strip. I can see what I’d look like if this were a story. It’s a Robert Crumb style comic and I can…
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I’ve just arrived home after a 40 minute walk from the tram stop. I bought some cigarettes and smoked three of them on the way. I thought I would write a sequel to my post about words (Post 23) because I enjoyed writing that one. I thought of some questions and ideas and I carried…
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I want a relationship with a woman to such a degree that I feel destined for one. I have this new thing I tell myself whenever I’m impatient with life. I say, “she could appear at any moment.” When I say this I feel such relief. I don’t have to do anything. Except exist. I…
The Spin of the Ball 