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I was walking home tonight, having all kinds of spiritual thoughts. I wondered if there was any need to share them with others. Perhaps I could just keep them to myself and live my life embodying them. Pass on the ideas that way. But then I thought we must communicate for a reason, and surely…
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Life Update: My latest worldly goal is to buy a PlayStation 5, so I can play with one of my best friends and enrich our relationship. So I thought I’d better stop buying unnecessary things. Unfortunately, I got bored and bought some cigarettes. I think I can still make it work. While I smoked, I…
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Cigarettes: I got home from work, drank some prosecco with orange juice, and played a game called Vampyr. My favourite part of the game is collecting things from bins (for crafting). Especially when I’m drunk. The clock hit 9:30pm and I wondered what to do with the rest of my evening. I decided to go…
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Suffering: I am going through some suffering at the moment. I can’t say why. On paper, life is fine. Perhaps I wrote this story for me and I thought that I’d want some suffering at this point. I tell myself, “This is what you wanted, right?” And it helps me enjoy the agony. I accept…
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A Friend: I was just outside, getting some fresh air, and a possum stopped along the fence to look at me. We gazed into each other’s eyes until I got a bit scared and the possum wandered off. Maybe the animals are starting to trust me. As I got my fresh air, I bemoaned my…
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Dear Diary, Something strange is happening to me. I don’t like to brag but my ego seems to be shrinking. I’m pleased about this. Lately, I’ve been seeing my life as a comic strip. I can see what I’d look like if this were a story. It’s a Robert Crumb style comic and I can…
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I’ve just arrived home after a 40 minute walk from the tram stop. I bought some cigarettes and smoked three of them on the way. I thought I would write a sequel to my post about words (Post 23) because I enjoyed writing that one. I thought of some questions and ideas and I carried…
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I want a relationship with a woman to such a degree that I feel destined for one. I have this new thing I tell myself whenever I’m impatient with life. I say, “she could appear at any moment.” When I say this I feel such relief. I don’t have to do anything. Except exist. I…
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At work with nothing to do. Where’s the lesson? I want to learn the lesson. Give me the lesson! Is it patience again? I’m not good at that one. Can I please have a different lesson? There is a lesson on repeat and it is: can you find peace in the present moment? Sometimes I…
The Spin of the Ball 